Sometimes I just get really lonely. For no reason. I think today was probably because my family doesn't do holidays. I spent the last two days at work while everyone else I knew was super pumped about Christmas. I act like I don't care. And for the most part I don't. But sometimes it definitely gets to me. How I had to be raised differently from most of the world.
It's frustrating.
Maggie did an amazing job with me this year. Did some really meaningful things. She really is an amazing girl. But right now she is out and I am exhausted and feeling pretty down.
maybe I should go to bed.
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