I am more of a trainwreck than you ever thought
one lonely set of tracks that never lead anywhere
and you were the light at the end of the rail
shining through every ounce of dark

but you snuffed the light out
and i ran off into the ground

I spend all my time now
just trying to pick up the pieces
I don't know if i need you to stay
or i just need you to leave me be
either way i'm fucked
either way it's not how i wanted it
not what i pictured

all that time when i was running towards you
running towards your light that cut through the fog
i never once thought you'd lead me off a cliff.

but i spend all my time now
just trying to get back on track
but it's hard
so hard.

i spend all my time
trying to mend these broken rails
but more than anything
i just wish you were still here
still leading the way
still shining through all my dark
i'd follow you anywhere