I should be sleeping but I am too excited to do so. I feel calm for the first time in ages, a peace I haven't known in so long. Hopeful and happy in a way I didn't expect. I love it, and it's terrifying at the same time. I know she feels the same way, so I am not in this alone. It's weird when someone comes along and so quickly you forget about everyone else.
I love it.
Work has slowed down a bit which is good. I haven't been working 80 hour weeks lately. The rumor is I got 2nd shift, which would really be amazing. But until I actually get it in writing I can't count on it. But it looks good. It would allow me to be more normal, get a regular amount of sleep, see Maggie more than twice a week, just feel like a human being. When you work nights you never don't feel tired. I can't even remember what normal feels like, but I can't wait to find out.
There is more I could say, but I think I will stop and go to the gym. Then maybe back to bed.
Some new work:
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